HONG KONG?
Not sure how “weird” some of these things are, but…
1. Thousand year egg congee (could eat this forever)
2. Arriving to places on early
3. The satisfaction of popping a “ripe” pimple
4. Cleaning/laundry
5. The perfectly energizing, not to sweet or bitter medium soy latte
Where the hell do I start?? I’m a sucker for frequent flier miles and international passport stamps. I want to travel the world at least twice over before it’s all over - my top three cities/countries to hit before 2012 are: Tokyo, Milan and Australia. *fingerscrossed!*
Celebrating my move to NYC this Sunday at the Do Over. The best DJ this side of the Atlantic will be spinning just for yours truly ;) hehehe check out his set from two years ago here. Come dance, enjoy some sangria and take a picture with me for memories sake! An epic end to an epic four years in los scandalous. XOXO
#PHARRELLFRIDAY
"Hold my own." Always.
Saturday’s schedule is already jam packed, but hoping to make it out to this. Estevan & P. Martinez aside, RETNA is always worth a trip to the shithole of Hollywood.
When people include useless and meaningless additions to the ends of their sentences, the most popular of which is, “You know what I mean?” Just thinking about it makes me want to rip my hair out.
I like my drive and work ethic. I dislike my indecisiveness. I like my honesty. I dislike my inability to confront others. I like my smile. I dislike my calves. I like my easy going nature. I dislike my horrendous money management capabilities. I like my resolve when it comes to the majority of things in life. I dislike my resolve, or lack there of, when it comes to delicious food.
he told me he loved me. in the most honest, natural and unassuming way, he yanked on my heartstrings and brought tears to my eyes. “don’t you get see?? im madly in love with you.” it was effortless, as we’ve always been. it was when the pretense of reality finally struck and it dawned on him what he’d actually said, he muttered, “at least i think i am. i’m not IN love, but what i know of you, i love. and i want to know more.” the silence that ensued engulfed us and elevated us and extinguished all previous doubts. it took us to a place we’d never been before: emotionally. physically. spiritually. together. it was like every wall he’d ever built came crashing down and we were suddenly left suspended from reality. from the grounding principles that have always kept us apart and immediately exposed to a world of “what if.” neither of us were ready for it or anticipated it, but the thought lingered. it probed us to want to delve further and explore what we tentatively sidestepped for two and a half years. it forced us to see that the thousands of miles apart are now literally thousands of miles apart. to realize that the fairy tale would possibly never come to fruition. my heart ached as it hadn’t in a long, long time. i bit my tongue to stop the tears before they started - the last thing i needed was for him to see me in another moment of weakness. to give me the support, care and wisdom he always had. as my thoughts danced with the butterflies in my stomach, his voice murmured on in the background, lamenting over the could’ves, would’ves and should’ves. we talked long into the night, neither wanting the conversation to end, both hopelessly falling asleep after grueling work days. he nodded off before i did. i listened to his gentle, rhythmic breathing, smiled and hung up the phone for the last time.
Moving to New York and absolutely hating it there.
@Fashionista_com reports: @GiltGroupe just announced what will quite possibly be its biggest sale ever: a Lady Gaga extravaganza. http://bit.ly/k6o7SB
They were lying in bed, feet trapped in a tangle of sheets, his arms around her neck and waist. She had her mouth breathing softly against his ear, spilling her emotions with her soft sexy voice. He shared his warmth with her and neither of them could escape it.
1. “Smooth move, exlax.”
2. “Solidarity.” (I always think of the truck scene from Youth In Revolt with Michael Cera where the two kids are half naked… hahahhahaha)
3. “Richard Nixon!!!” *peace signs*
4. RH’s sketch on Bank Wars. Can’t believe a channel didn’t pick it up.
5. Anything Tina Fey/ Liz Lemon says or does. She’s my hero.
yours truly, minkefresh, ben & brian. summer time in los scandalous … the best time. cant believe this was almost two years ago now. we partied the days away in perpetual sunshine and made memories to last a lifetime; rh entered my life, everything felt perfect and i relished freedom.